Grand Dorset

Sang horribly....AGAIN =(

Update

GUESS WHAT?! Another performance on Saturday! No idea where the Hotel is though. (=.=)
Anyways, I'm planning to wear the gold dress which Aunty Jackie bought for me! <33 I love it! I really do. Thanks Aunty Jackie! I'll be going out tomorrow to buy myself new black heels since my last pair looks distorted now. Tania is picking me up and I think we'll be in the mall for a bit. I'm excited about the outing.


On the other hand,

My back is really killing me. The pain was in the lower back initially because that's where a certain Genius's foot landed after doing a flip. Guess who =.=
I spent half of last night making ice and placing it on my back. Today though the pain has gone all the way up my spinal chord and I feel like my mom. =.=

14.6.10

You know what's the horrid thing about getting someone cremated? You can't visit them ever again. It's like..the end. At least when someone is buried you get that sense of comfort that the person who has been buried isn't that far away from you and you can physically visit his/her grave and pay your respects and well just spend time. Some people say it's better to cremate the body but you know when you think about it, cremation leaves you noting but memories to hold on to. Sometimes memories just aren't enough. Sometimes you wish you had more time to say a few things which you might have forgotten to say. Sometimes you just want to feel that bond that you shared with him/her who has deceased.





Today marks the 3rd year. I miss you.