hey yall..Sorry for not blogging and all..Just haven't had the time. I'm in 4 FAraday by the way..mmhmm Nicole Lim's class..hahaha Nicole Faraday. First and foremost..
Form 4 SUCKS ASS!!
There's no more spoon feeding. Reports have to be written from aim to conclusion. Diagrams have to be drawn. Loads and I do mean LOADS of work. When I meant I was ready for form 4..I seriously did not expect this. I know it is for a good reason that the teachers are dumping work on us but it really is stressful to be in our place, though..I am pretty darn sure they know that. Physics has been a total bore. The minute i stepped into tuition for physics I was lost. I hope it won't b that way for long.
I have classes EVERYDAY...yes sugar buns..INCLUDING SUNDAYS. I really do want to get into medicine. So whatever mom says at this point goes. Stressful or not..I have no plan B..The only plan that I've set for myself is Medicine. I really want to do it. It's been my passion since I was 7, and I've come this far so I'm not turning back now.
Many people think I'm taking this too seriously, but they do not understand that I don't have the memory power that they have, or that my family is not well off financially. You may bitch behind my back about me taking classes seriously n trying to ''show off'' but really..all I'm doing is trying to get closer to one of my dreams. I'm sorry if I annoy you by answering or asking too many questions but I just want to be somebody. I want a good testimonial from the school and teachers. I'm not as talented and smart as most of you are. So I am making an effort to do a few things right in my life. Let me be.
Anyways...since I've made myself clear, I just hope I'll be able to go out of school as a somebody and not a student who flunks everything that has been given to him/her.
Will blog most probably next Saturday..or Sunday when I'm free... Chemistry at 5...
later!
Form 4 SUCKS ASS!!
There's no more spoon feeding. Reports have to be written from aim to conclusion. Diagrams have to be drawn. Loads and I do mean LOADS of work. When I meant I was ready for form 4..I seriously did not expect this. I know it is for a good reason that the teachers are dumping work on us but it really is stressful to be in our place, though..I am pretty darn sure they know that. Physics has been a total bore. The minute i stepped into tuition for physics I was lost. I hope it won't b that way for long.
I have classes EVERYDAY...yes sugar buns..INCLUDING SUNDAYS. I really do want to get into medicine. So whatever mom says at this point goes. Stressful or not..I have no plan B..The only plan that I've set for myself is Medicine. I really want to do it. It's been my passion since I was 7, and I've come this far so I'm not turning back now.
Many people think I'm taking this too seriously, but they do not understand that I don't have the memory power that they have, or that my family is not well off financially. You may bitch behind my back about me taking classes seriously n trying to ''show off'' but really..all I'm doing is trying to get closer to one of my dreams. I'm sorry if I annoy you by answering or asking too many questions but I just want to be somebody. I want a good testimonial from the school and teachers. I'm not as talented and smart as most of you are. So I am making an effort to do a few things right in my life. Let me be.
Anyways...since I've made myself clear, I just hope I'll be able to go out of school as a somebody and not a student who flunks everything that has been given to him/her.
Will blog most probably next Saturday..or Sunday when I'm free... Chemistry at 5...
later!
