Message!!!!

I'm not sure if my message got through to you but since I owe you one..


I have known you for around 9 years now... The best 9 years of my life.. You're so old now.. haha
Anyway..I wanted to say that you are the only person I trust whole heartedly..of course there's nicole ..but still... I've told you this over and over again but I guess I will never stop saying it..haha You mean the world to me..honestly.. I know I hardly ever listen to your advice and I usually am a pain in the ass, but you never let go of me. I know I've made you angry before and I would like to say I'm really sorry for whatever I did wrong and thank you for always..ALWAYS being there for me no matter what..You're the only person whom I can go to for literally anything.. You're there when I'm in trouble..You're there when I'm sad..You're there when I'm happy..You know just what to say to me..I'm Super glad that you've found someone to love and care for who in return gives you more love and everything else. Just remember I'm always here for you..both of you in fact..If you ever need me.. I'm 5 minutes away.. Thanks for EVERYTHING. Ily!


HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY MUSCY!!!!




ps: Iknow this is super super super late...but that just makes it extra extra extra special! XD

Momentary solitude

Solitary moment..finally...I've been dragged everywhere when all I really need is just time to spend with me myself and I in perhaps an easy chair,under a fan with a book in my hands...Seriously..but I cannot say that boating has not been totally friggin AWESOME!!!

One moment more

OOT OOOT!! I'm back! No..not in malaysia..in the sense of blogging.. =D


So...I'm just here to blab about my super-friggin-cool experience DRIVING THE BOAT in kerala.
I drove the boat bitchezzzzz!!!! muahahahaha!! K now..I'm off to drown myself in coconut water.. =D hee heee heeeee




ps: I'm fishing too yi qin.. =D want fish??

Fly me to New York City

I'm in India... Woke up at 4am on the 19th..left the house about 5.30..took off around 8.40...landed at 12...but we went back in time..it was 9am in india =.=....tired much... then took a connecting flight to kochin at like 2..reached at 3.20.. met a few tamil actors.. (=.=) sat for the loooooong drive home..reached home around 6..slept at 7...woke up at 6am here (3 hours diff you see)... EXHAUSTED!!!


btw... reshween..I miss you...

Proposal

This pair of shoes has been on my mind ever since I saw them at the shoe shop. It was like love at first sight. So hot, so sexy, so sleek, so curvy....I need these shoes... They're perfect in every way!! Just look at it..Anyone lovable enough to buy these pair of shoes as a Christmas present for me?? Pretty please?? with a tonne of cherries on top?

Have you ever fell asleep to the sound of your own heartbeat? Have you ever felt your heartbeat take over your entire body??





Try it..It's amazing


I have practice today from 12-5...kill me now...

Take one step towards me, I'll take 99 steps towards you.

Faith...in you..in me.. it's the only thing that keeps us going. Think about it??

1. It is Truth and Truth alone, that is one's real friend, relative.

2. Faith is like our life breath. It is impossible to live even for a minute in this world without faith.

Truth is equality. Equality comes from the word equal. Equal is defined as 'the same'. Treating every individual regardless of race, religion, colour and tradition somehow seems to be an issue nowadays. Does this mean we need to go back to truth? That ultimate higher understanding of life? The purpose of every individual being on Earth? Is that the way towards peace among all living organisms? Perhaps...

Have you ever had time to think about random things that happen? I seem to like doing it. It somehow seems like a new hobby. I think.....


Anyways here's a thought: Has anyone ever wondered why we are here? As in.. Where did the very first person come from?? When I asked myself this question..I thought..''hmm Adam and Eve...but they were supposedly created by God''. If so..why? What are we here for? Why were we created? Who are you exactly? Who am I?? Are we the only lifeforms in the entire universe? Multiverse?? There has to be a reason.... What is the real purpose of living life?



Too many questions...Too little answers...

Help?

Thought for the day :






a=(V-U)/t

S= Ut + 1/2 at^2

V^2= U^2 + 1/2 aS

V= U + at

S= [(U+V)/2 ]t










= Physics.Is.Dumb

We're all in the gutter, but some of us are looking at the stars

I love the smell of grass after it rains.... But then again.. I hate the rain...


=)


And and anddddd.............. *does a little dance*



Today is officially the LAST day of FORM 4!!!!! That's it...No more....joy ends next year... I can't believe it...It is such a happy thought, but it freaks the hell out of me as well..

Celebrating his birthday on the 29th at the Chinese school in Sungai Way..No idea why but yeah. Plus point: MK will be there to watch me perform..and if he thinks I am ''talented''..hopefully I will be able to make it into the musically inclined world.....



Hopefully...

Cute much?

S.T.U.P.I.D

Smart,Talented,Unique Person In Demand




XD

Stalker

PS: Stop stalking my blog weirdo. XD

Keep in touch

I keep forgetting things...A lot of things... It's not like me to do so....




Oh yea..Another thing.... I did not ask for your opinion on that issue..I'm not taking it as a big deal..but honestly sweetheart...Buy an enormous mirror and stare into it for as long as possible till you realize..you are not perfect either.. I would've told you in your face..but you still are my friend..so I'd rather keep quiet... That really did annoy me..You already are totally off tune and you've made all of us sing that one verse over and over and over for god knows how many times...and you think you just strut around giving your comments about what you think of people??

sorry...Not happening anymore..

Tralala

OH.EMM.LIKE.FRIGGIN.GEE!!



























































I'm bored

Little birdie calls...

Amazing Grace, how sweet the sound,
That saved a wretch like me.
I once was lost but now am found,
Was blind, but now I see.

T'was Grace that taught my heart to fear.
And Grace, my fears relieved.
How precious did that Grace appear
The hour I first believed.

Through many dangers, toils and snares
I have already come;
'Tis Grace that brought me safe thus far
and Grace will lead me home.

The Lord has promised good to me.
His word my hope secures.
He will my shield and portion be,
As long as life endures.

Yea, when this flesh and heart shall fail,
And mortal life shall cease,
I shall possess within the veil,
A life of joy and peace.

When we've been here ten thousand years
Bright shining as the sun.
We've no less days to sing God's praise
Than when we've first begun.

Amazing Grace, how sweet the sound,
That saved a wretch like me.
I once was lost but now am found,
Was blind, but now I see.

Ps: I miss you....two years have flown by..I wonder where you are right now..

Gravity

Going to die!!!! Saturday is like an hour away.....






Btw... I would like to congratulate



CHLOE CHOO YING YING!!! *plays theme song in the background*


for winning BEACON IDOL for solo dance. LOVED your stuff!!

heeee XD



ps: Mom is already nagging me....

Reason

Have you ever been in a situation where you are seated at some foreign place to you and the way you think. Not to mention being surrounded by people whom you do not know at all and then suddenly there's this one soul who just almost instantaneously makes you feel calm the minute a conversation pops up between this unknown soul and yourself?? Then you realize ''hey..I could get used to this..this isn't the usual hyper, bubbly, exuberant,...I don't know..psychotic?? side of me..but there's this whole new personality... A more mature, relaxed, calm hidden individual.'' Things get silly and random topics are thrown at each other like how ''Americans shave their heads bald when they're stressed.'' HAHA britney...


*the thought of this conversation still makes me smile stupidly*


Then things get really easy...You don't feel like you're left out..because you feel like you know someone for real and it's incredible how much that person resembles the silly side of you..but obviously you don't say anything about it.. but I don't mean this in the lovey-dovey bleh way...I don't mean it that way at all... But it's like even if you don't know this person that well..there's that comfort and feeling where you know you can be the most ridiculous person in front of this unknown soul and you just know that you won't be judged...

Don't ask me how I figured all this out through a short conversation..but yeah...then again...am I wrong?? Help me figure you out??








ps: I'm going to die on saturday...pls attend my funeral preferably with orange/purple centred white orchids *shoots self*



<3

Passion

I sat there on the hard marble flooring and stared out into the open space..It was raining....again....I dislike the rain especially getting drenched in it... but I do enjoy watching the raindrops hit the hard ground and make a sort of splash-like pattern. Watching raindrops make me feel happy... I like it because sometimes when you look closely you can actually relate to it. Imagine people walking, rushing....running...in and out of shops in a mall...have you got that picture in your mind?? Well if you do..fast forward it and see if it makes you smile... =) I know it makes me smile.... =D When you're in the car and it's raining outside....just put your head close to the windscreen and look up...You'll feel like as though a million arrows have been sent to puncture every tiny piece of cell on your body... It's awesome...really it is...try it =DD but then again..this is my weird side taking over...

Confessions

1)I hate insects..

2)I love food

3)I'm fat..but I'm happy...So go screw yourself.. =D

4)I am crazy about make up

5)I love clothes....

6)I like taking my time in things..I hate being rushed

7)I am VERY time conscious

8)I have never been on a date

9)I take personal hygiene seriously

10)I'm scared of butterflies

11)I'm addicted to facebook

12)I have not found my purpose in life

13)I hate it when a person asks ''So..when am I meeting you next?'' I met you once..not enough?? too bad

14) I have no life

15) I have conversations on tables with people whom I do not know...yes table buddies

16) I love bright colours

17) I am scared of lightning

18) I am scared of things that I cannot see underwater

19) I am trying to avoid getting into a relationship

20) I don't like the idea of wearing lime green

21) I prefer being a vegetarian

22) I'm a dreamer

23) I spend 24 hours with myself

24) Coffee <3 thanks to nicole

25) I have cheated

26) I don't like my space intruded

27) I love chocolate

28) I can't cook

29) I like my solitary moments..at times..I think...

30) I love good grades

31) I scored my first Zero ever in a paper this year

I hate this song

Speak with your tongue tied,
I know that you’re tired
But I just want to know,
Where you want to go,
I may be sad, But I’m not weak,
This situation is bleak
And your puffy eyes never lie,
Your tears come from inside.


Until Sunday I’ll be waiting for an answer
I guess that yesterday's not good enough for you,
You know that I hate this song,
You know that I hate this song
Because it was written for you

Drown your fears with me
I’m feeling real sorry
Your glossy eyes don’t need
The sadness they have seen
But you’re way too deep to swim
Back up again
But somehow I can’t find
The moment you said goodbye



This is becoming a problem I’m hurting it’s unfair
But somehow your words,
The way that I heard are haunting me,
You’re under my skin
You’re breaking in,
And the tasteless fights that filled our nights
Are starting to cave in,
You’re under my skin
You’re breaking in
And if Sundays what it takes to prove
I have nothing else to loose

My oh My..Is that a mole I spot there??

I got a big fat chicken egg for add-maths paper 2..My very first one... XD


I know I should be angry and all about this whole thing but I honestly can't be bothered. I wish to apologize to that person for not telling her to not copy 'kaw-kaw'..haha but oh well. We had our fun. I also wish to apologize to that friend for not being able to attend her party tomorrow. I was really looking forward to it...but now..haih..

Yes..I still am talking to her. I do not care what the teachers think. She's my friend. So what?..
Mom was called to the office..and yes she had steam coming out of her ears yesterday..Yesterday's screaming session was sooo horrible. She never listens to me. I would also like to thank that friend of mine for owning up and not letting me loose what I really really wanted for a long time and have gotten it. I thank her to high heavens for that.

Mom is all calm now.. she's like ''Aahh yes..my daughter scored a zero..'' XD it's hilarious...




Anyways PS: I hate you too Jordan. Never did like you =) and oh yeah..sweetie..if you want to bitch about me..do it when my mom is not there?? I mean seriously... How stupid can you be?

TwinkleToes, is that you?

Fat Dinosaurs Rawk! Heeeee

She hates me..I'm so happy =DDDD

Equality

I hate how things affect me nowdays. It never used to be a problem..and I think both of you accustomed to that side of me. Well..I change..all the time. I hate how nobody listens to me when I want to speak my mind. I hate how you both don't care about what goes on in my head and is always busy giving instructions. You NEVER listen..and even if you do, you NEVER agree with me. Now when people set comments on my attitude...I have you both to blame.

I love you to death..but I also hate you so much!

Tinge of freedom

I read Trester's bloggie today and saw something really cute :-


Trester Kena Study

yesyes, Saya mesti study :)

mesti mesti study :)

study study study :)

pergi mati mati :)

mati mati, jumpa anda di akhirat nanti :)


psychotic child...Hope she and the others do really well for their upcoming exams

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I hate my parents. No actually I love them to death, it's just I hate how paranoid and overprotective they are. Dad thinks I will get kidnapped if I go out unaccompanied by an adult(whichIdobytheway) and he is scared that I will smoke, drink or end up doing drugs. *I'm anti-drugs by the way*

Mom on the other hand wants me to study 24/7....literally... She lets me go out and have fun with my friends once in a while...We have the mother-daughter outings too..but I cannot seem to understand why they say ''no sleepovers/staying over''. I am not going to kill myself. Every other person my age has had a whole load of fun. It is obvious that I am wasting my youth..just like how they did. When I have kids of my own, remind me to throw a ginormous parties when he/she is 16, graduates, is 21, gets a car, gets married or whatever. Seriously. By saying NO ALCOHOL..I'm just going to do it anyway to know what it is all about...and all this may seem to you as a way of protecting me..but sugar..seriously..it is NOT working. The more you do it..the more rebellious I am.



<3

Under the sea

The seaweed is always greener
In somebody else's lake
You dream about going up there
But that is a big mistake
Just look at the world around you
Right here on the ocean floor
Such wonderful things surround you
What more is you lookin' for?

Under the sea
Under the sea
Darling it's better
Down where it's wetter
Take it from me
Up on the shore they work all day
Out in the sun they slave away
While we devotin'
Full time to floatin'
Under the sea

Down here all the fish is happy
As off through the waves they roll
The fish on the land ain't happy
They sad 'cause they in their bowl
But fish in the bowl is lucky
They in for a worser fate
One day when the boss get hungry
Guess who's gon' be on the plate

Under the sea
Under the sea
Nobody beat us
Fry us and eat us
In fricassee
We what the land folks loves to cook
Under the sea we off the hook
We got no troubles
Life is the bubbles
Under the sea
Under the sea
Since life is sweet here
We got the beat here
Naturally
Even the sturgeon an' the ray
They get the urge 'n' start to play
We got the spirit
You got to hear it
Under the sea

The newt play the flute
The carp play the harp
The plaice play the bass
And they soundin' sharp
The bass play the brass
The chub play the tub
The fluke is the duke of soul
(Yeah)
The ray he can play
The lings on the strings
The trout rockin' out
The blackfish she sings
The smelt and the sprat
They know where it's at
An' oh that blowfish blow

Under the sea
Under the sea
When the sardine
Begin the beguine
It's music to me
What do they got? A lot of sand
We got a hot crustacean band
Each little clam here
know how to jam here
Under the sea
Each little slug here
Cuttin' a rug here
Under the sea
Each little snail here
Know how to wail here
That's why it's hotter
Under the water
Ya we in luck here
Down in the muck here
Under the sea




I think I'll name my daughter Ariel =)

3 letter F word

Exercised yesterday and today. I am also drinking a whole load of water.


Legs hurt like a bitch,so much so..walking is horrible..LITERALLY. Stupid Nicole skipped tuition today..

guess what picNic..we did log..and YOU MISSED IT!!! I hate you =) <3

You and me

I miss cheerleading. The attitude you put on for 2 minutes and 30 seconds, that perky smile on your face, great hair, and a whole load of dance moves. I honestly miss the fun we had. Right now, I feel out of place. I would tell you why, but I would prefer to keep it to myself. So yeah anyways, I get sensitive on one issue..all right maybe two..or three...fine A FEW issues...

And..I just felt like saying : I can take insults anytime..as in I'm open-minded about it. It does not affect me in anyway until you bring up that topic and insult me on it.. I may not show you much of a reaction and brush it off in front of you..but trust me I'm doing a whole load of thinking in my head.Sometimes I wonder why my appearance bothers you..It's not like you're the one stuck being *** So...why bother about me? Honestly it hurts. It really does. I'm going to try and make it change.

Time management

I dislike it when people are not on time or reschedule things/appointments. I think it is irresponsible. Rescheduling should only be done when there is an emergency. If not..I think the person should stick to the task he/she planned out especially if it involves another person.

Smexy Sweet Sixteen to me!

16 Bitches!!!!!

I am officially 16! woohoo!! Such a happy day! I started my day with chocolate for breakfast, playing with bubbles during bio( free period ) then ate peanut butter and jam sandwich for lunch (heee) followed by a whole load of noise in class by me and scribbling on the tiles with my highlighters... Went for tuition today as well. Dad decided to get me a chocolate frappe from Starbucks and guess what!..Nicole bought me 6 cupcakes from Wondermilk (she's planing to kill me...i swear)

=)

Woke up to 9 messages and a whole load of facebook comments. I love you all la seriously. I feel like a seven year old again. Honestly. I am going to watch G-Force on wednesday with Sai, Nicole and maybe Phraveen and I'm ecstatic about it. No joke.



=)

so here goes to me

I like... (random)

I like :-

• Darlie Toothpaste(mint)
• Eyeliner
• Cake
• food
• The smell of mowed grass or anything green
• Car rides
• Horses
• Dogs
• Kittens
• Accents
• pie
• my friends
• green
• long nails
• painted nails
• hard bristle toothbrushes
• Dove soap
• chocolate
• talking
• smiling
• laughing
• my braces

Printed perfection much?

Okay, So..I have been thinking..yes yes..thinking..

I want to do something different for my 16th birthday..

I know it's THE thing to have a sweet 16 major birthday bash and all...but the idea actually bores me. On the 17th of september I will officially be 16 years old.. I wouldn't be able to go out as it would be a Thursday but I plan to go out during the Raya holidays. For those of you who know me well enough, you would know that I dislike flowers (yes I am a girl...) but for the sake of having fun, I want to buy 16 flowers and give them out to random people I meet in well wherever I am.

but..I'm not sure yet...

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Anyways....I have art tomorrow and I am planning to draw those Gorgeous heels...Tweak it a little perhaps..

Quotes

"The artist finds a greater pleasure in painting than in having a completed picture" --Seneca

"The universe is full of magical things patiently waiting for our wits"--Eden Phillpots

"The thoughts of Youth are long, long thoughts"-Henry Wadsworth longfellow

"If moral behavior were simply following rules, we could program a computer to be moral." --Samuel P. Ginder

"We don't know yet about life, how can we know about death"--confucious

Vision without action is only a dream. Action without vision is wasting time. Vision and Action can change the world!

"Mishaps are like knives, that either serve us or cut us, as we grasp them by the blade or the handle." -James Russel Lowell

"I am always doing that which I can not do, in order that I may learn how to do it." --Pablo Picasso

"We don't stop playing because we grow old, we grow old because we stop playing." - Satchel Paige

A pessimist is one who makes difficulties of his opportunities and an optimist is one who makes opportunities of his difficulties. - Harry Truman, American President (b. 1884)

"Creativity is ... seeing something that doesn't exist already. You need to find out how you can bring it into being and that way be a playmate with God." -- Michele Shea (From _The Artist's Way by Julia Cameron)

hoot

Exams..Exams..and more Exams....


tomorrow i have biology and art.. thank goodness today is a holiday..I dislike Mondays...Mom bought me a dress yesterday when we went out..It's so puhrtay. =D I have no idea of what to blog about so..till something comes up..buaiii

A Hispanic girl whose heart and hopes are as big as New York

All that was said was fake.
All that was meant was wrong..

I know we're friends and all..but I wonder if you meant everything you said to me...

The truth hurts

I decided to give our relationship a chance. I took the initiative to walk up to her, sit next to her and be nice. She looked at me and smiled.

''so..you're leaving huh..?'' I asked somewhat already knowing the answer

''Yeah,..in a few hours'' she replied ''But..I'll miss you though''

Her last sentence stopped all the random thoughts that were flowing through my mind. I went over that particular sentence quietly in my head and smiled to myself. This young girl whom I had deliberately tried to avoid in my childhood years says that she will miss me the most when she goes back to her homeland. I melted. All those long lost memories of us fighting..no,more like me starting a fight then blaming it on her filled my mind. I looked at her smiled and brought out old stories of being retarded when we were kids which to my surprise she enjoyed. After a while she left the room to pack a few clothes and before I knew it, she was on her way back to her country. I do sometimes wonder if this is the feeling a sister feels when her sibling leaves her or the way a mother feels when her children grow up and lead their own lives...

x
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I called India today..yes..to his place. talked to the boy for a little while. He wont be home for his birthday so I wished him an early birthday and onam ashamsagal. I sort of miss him and the bullying...but that's just it. He's pretty nice. That though does not mean that I am not standing firm with our line as cousins.

India

Hey Hey from India! Yes..I am enjoying it here. The village isn't that bad anymore...but that is most probably because I brought sanitizers and mosquito repellent. So..The cousin and I walked around the village yesterday...OMFG la okay..I felt like as though I was the new shiny toy in the village..EVERYBODY stared!!! From young kids to old freaks.. Some asked my cousin if I was bloody single.. 0.0''

I love how dad has renovated the house here. It's really nice. Neways..I think I'll be hogging the boat today as well.. hee The boat is really awesome.. I get to sit on the roof =DDDD.. People here think I do not understand malayalam and they bitch about me behind my back..=.= and then when I stare them down they ask each other if I understand what they're talking about...honestly....=.=

Can't wait to go back home.. <33 Malaysia Truly Asia






ps: I'm sorry I can't get online..msn here isn't working..need to download a new one..will try.. =)

You

Hasn't anybody told you to keep your beliefs to yourself. No seriously, I do not mind listening to you go on and on about God, but sweetheart, religion is a sensitive issue especially in our country as we are multi-racial..We accept each others' beliefs,traditions and cultures. If someone so much more elder to you says that he will not speak about or on religion...how can you?? Weren't we taught to respect our elders and follow their footsteps when we were young?? Then..what exactly is the matter with you??

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Please do not say that we are rude or have attitude problems because we already know it. The reason why most off us doze off is because you are boring. It really is that simple. You treat us like kids. We're not dyslexic *touch wood*. Please remember that..

Hope

Hello hello! Yes we dissected two rats and two frogs on Friday which by the way was AWEEEESOMEE!!! Khai Ping who is not even a biology student sneaked in to see what we were up to. He joined in...and mutilated the bodies....don't ask... but overall we had a whole load of fun.

- - - -

I have not been able to talk to him for a really long time and I have to tell you that I honestly do miss him. I miss his randomness and weird moments on cam..ooh and that smile and and and his RED face..hahaha.I miss our silly conversations.. I'm sorry for not being able to meet you online as much as I was able to..You should know why. I'll be in India next week, perhaps then I would be able to catch up with you eh Red?....hopefully..

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I'm 16 next month!!! HEEEEE!!! XD I'm not asking for much really..



My Wishlist:-

1) Starbucks! (choc frapp with cream no chips please..oh yea..venti.. =D )

2)An outing with friends (must must must!)

3) Mooooovies!!!

4) Dinner party( foooood! Chillis?? totally!!)

5) CAKE!! preferably an American moist chocolate cake =DDD

6)A conversation with him perhaps? =)

One, Two,Three,Four

19 57,
bulan 8 kita merdeka,
setelah dijajah oleh orang Inggeris,
Kamekaze dan Portugis.

Dari Perlis ke kota kinabalu,
rakyat bersatu dan maju,
bumi bertuah hasil melimpah,
siapa rajin hidup mewah


SAYA ANAK MALAYSIA x4

Melayu, Cina, Iban,India
Kadazan Portugis pun ada
Semua kaya dengan budaya
Di bawah kibaran satu bendera

SAAYAA ANAK MALAYSIA x4

Hujan emas di negeri orang,
hujan batu di negeri kita
walaupun cantik negeri orang
tentunya malaysia cantik lagi.

Melayu, Cina, Iban,India
Kadazan Portugis pun ada
Semua kaya dengan budaya
Di bawah kibaran satu bendera

SAYA ANAK MALAYSIA x4



hahaha chloe, just for you XDDD
I know how much you LOOOOOVE this song. =)


ps: Khoo Yi Qin's birthday is on the 23rd of August..hee hee sweet 16..I'm sorry I will not be able to attend your party and add in to the mountain of gifts I know you will be receiving for being the awesome pawesome person you are. I hope you have a blast =)

Shangkra wants my ''I'm fat but happy shirt'' haha tooooo bad!! ngehehe

Red flowers on black sticks

A poster painting competition was held today in the badminton court. I drew out our drawing at like 7.00am today because I had no time last night. You should know..tuition tuition tuition.. tsk tsk tsk

Apparently while we were busy painting *ahemplagiarizingahem* a spotcheck was carried out by the prefects. Some phones were confiscated, some were returned to the owners. The confiscated phones were the phones not registered under the prefectorial board. Then there were rumors saying HE is going to ban the students from bringing their phones to school. HELLOOO!! I need my phone damn it. Thanks to you stupid, idiotic people who didn't register your phones, you have taken the privilege given to those of us who need the phone to contact our parents. If the rule has been made, we...need to pay 30 CENTS TO CALL OUR PARENTS!!! I know 30 cents is not a lot of money, but honestly, YOU take our allowance for granted, watch porn during class with your phones, let it get confiscated....and because of you, WE have to pay 30 cents to make a phone call. JFC okay!! grrr


anyways..... I hope we win for the poster thing.

India/Ipoh/Imissyou

Oh.m.Geeee!!

Leaving to India in like 13 days excluding today. So far..the plan is:

leave home at 4 IN THE MORNING =.='' reach KLIA at around 5...get things done there..flight at 7 I think. We would most probably reach Chennai at 9/10 am...then lunch at..... I have no idea... but I am certain we will be doing some shopping there and we would most probably visit Prashob <> Then we have to catch a train at 7.30pm to...ugh..Champakulam (kerala).

Daddykins said we would reach there in the morning. CAN YOU BELIEVE THAT??? Sleeping in a train with people who speak like as though you are sitting 1KM away from them.. I do not plan to sleep anyway.. Then I have......a week to waste....



not really looking forward to going...more like looking forward to getting my nails done(heeeeee) and getting a haircut(thank goodness) oh yes and SHOPPING!!


ANYWAYS............

I just came back from Ipoh and gawd it was such a looooooong day. I have been exposed to too many buildings so much so looking at miles and miles of greenery made me fall asleep in the car. I mean I do this every year.. aunty drives to Ipoh for prayers. Mom, Vim and I tag along...but this year..gahh the trip was so boringgggg. Mom just kept bugging me for something to eat like as though I brought the whole fridge along. grrr<< Mummerr you are soooo ANNOYING

Then we stoped at Tjg Malim to get the genius some food =.=

so on so forth..lalala..nothing much happened




ps: Planning to freak the grandmother out with super cool nails



pps: I miss you!

31 ogos..

Tanggal 31
Bulan lapan lima puluh tujuh
Merdeka ! Merdeka !
Tetaplah merdeka
Ia pasti menjadi sejarah

Tanggal 31
Bulan lapan lima puluh tujuh
Hari yang mulia
Hari bahagia
Sambut dengan jiwa yang merdeka

Mari kita seluruh warga negara
Ramai-ramai menyambut hari merdeka
Merdeka !
Tiga satu bulan lapan lima puluh tujuh
Hari mulia negaraku merdeka

i miss him

Warisan

Disini lahirnya sebuah cinta
Yang murni abadi sejati
Disini tersemai cita cita
Bercambah menjadi warisan

( korus )
Andai ku terbuang tak diterima
Andai aku disingkirkan
Kemana harusku bawakan
Kemana harusku semaikan cinta ini

Betapa
Dibumi ini ku melangkah
Keutara selatan timur dan barat
Ku jejaki

Aku
Bukanlah seorang perwira
Gagah menjunjung senjata
Namun hati rela berjuang
Walau dengan cara sendiri
Demi cinta ini

( ulang korus )

Ku ingin kotakan seribu janji
Sepanjang kedewasaan ini
Ku ingin sampaikan pesanan
Aku lah penyambung warisan


Ps: I love this song... heee

Setia Kepadamu.

Demi negara yang tercinta
Dicurahkan bakti penuh setia
Demi raja yang disanjung tinggi
Kesetiaan tak berbelah bagi
Kepada pemimpin, kepada rakyat
Nikmati beri penuh taat
Sama bekerja, sama berusaha
Setia berkhidmat, untuk semua
Rela berkorban, apa sahaja
Amanah bangsa tetap dijaga
Kami berkhidmat, untuk setia
Untuk agama, bangsa dan negara.



August and September have got to be my favorite months in the year..September..well yeah, my birth month ( next month by the way..heeeeeee XDDD) and August because it's the PATRIOTIC month. August is usually the month filled with all kinds of activities such as....:

1)Singing patriotic songs [love!]
2)Drawing competitions
3)Painting/Poster competitions
4)Presentations
5) Best decorated class
6) Essay
7)''Karangan''



Anddddddd



8) Longer assemblies on monday mornings!


Yes Yes Yes babybeh! all in the month of august! *squeals*

I'm not going to be bothered about the class decoration thing because I've been doing it ever since..so yeah this year.. it's Rachel's turn. *applause* I cannot wait to get started on my essay. =)

So yeah, patriotic pieces will be posted on my blog every now and then...deal with it.




ps: Richard made a blog<<< HAHAHAHAHA

*winks*

Hello.. it's me again....have no idea of what to blog about I would blog about phantom but there's just too much to type..and i'm really lazy... hee XD








ps: I want a MAC 120 colour palette...

smile

She apologized.. =) I'm all right with her now.

Distance

He stayed up for me..

-annoyed

edits....

no..not annoyed..over it.. =) Hellow you!! I know you're reading my bloggie!! =)

Ps: Reality much..

I'm quite annoyed at you. I used to be close to you, then you started being all weird when she and I became closer. Yes, we have raging hormones..it's something quite normal. You can look it up in the biology book or better, wikipedia.

Just because we make fun of a whole load of things in dirty ways does not mean we're sexually deprived and obssessing about it. I really am upset with you. I have fun this way and if that is the reason that you are not talking to me right now I think it's silly. You are really sensitive. I called my dear a retarded cow and instead of my dear getting upset, you did..Seriously... If you think that being innocent is going to help you in whatever you plan to do...you're wrong. I mean. even my parents laugh when dirty jokes are thrown around. What's it to you?? =.= oh yeah...and btw..I told her about what we discussed the other day..because she is my closest friend ever!! so yeah..


ps: The guys are hilarious, that's why we talk to them...but to some people who think guys are disgusting and all....well...I don't know what to say to you anymore.

tired

Hey, so the final day is on friday. Will blog later on about concert as I really am too tired to think. At Nic's place right now..She's sleeping.. I've no internet connection at home..so yeah..hogging hers =P hee made friends..took LOADS of pictures..hugged people whom i do not know..and yeah..so on so forth..like i said.will blog later

Scream!

Panic moment...

I have a sore throat and I have been sneezing all day long. oh yeah and errm.. CONCERT IS NEXT WEEK!!!

I CAN'T GO ON STAGE SINGING

''think of me..think of me fond-d--*HACHOOOO...sniffs* fondly...''

omg omg I'm freaking out!!

Concert 911 !!

I seriously do not mean to complain, but i cannot help it. Concert is in 2 weeks time!!!! This week we have assessments. Next week we have 4 days to practice...then....it's concert rehearsals in Civic Centre.. and show time!!! WE HAVE ASSESSMENTS THIS WEEK!! WE HAVE 6 EXAMS PER YEAR!!!!! Only the teachers are taking this seriously, nobody else. Assessments are supposed to help us by preparing us for our exams..but if they treat these like exams, then nobody is going to study for the actual exams as it's the same thing! Damn it people, why don't you understand?? We're wasting our brain cells. Actually I do not mind the fact that we have soooooo many exams...it's just....concert!!! 2 weeks!!! 14 days!!!!! This week is gone...so 7 days left!!! No practice on saturday, monday or sunday......

4 DAYS LEFT!!!!!

FM Static-Tonight

I remember the times we spent together
on those drives
We had a million questions
all about our lives
and when we got to New York
everything felt right
I wish you were here with me
tonight

I remember the days we spent together
were not enough
and it used to feel like dreamin'
except we always woke up
Never thought not having you
here now would hurt so much

Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
and know the stars are
holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight

I remember the time you told me about when you were eight
And all those things you said that night that just couldn't wait
I remember the car you were last seen in
and the games we would play
All the times we spilled our coffees
and stayed out way too late
I remember the time you SAT AND told me about your Jesus
and how not to look back even if no one believes us
When it hurt so bad sometimes
not having you here...

I sing,
"Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
and know the stars are
holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight"

I sing,
"Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
and know the stars are
holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight"


ps: Thanks Richard.....

Mind,Body,Soul

The power of the mind....hmm.. People say the mind is a monkey mind and that we are never able to keep it under control or keep the mind calm. The mind is more wavered than a monkey for it jumps from one perch to another that is miles away in time less than a wink of the eye. It jumps from one desire to another and entangles us in its coils. Well I think it's true. Haven't we all experienced those moments where we try to keep our focus on a certain subject, and then think of food, sleep and other activities which are yet to be done.

''We become what we think all day long'' -Emerson


It has also been said that when god created man, god gave him a doubled-edged sword,with which man can achieve goodness and glory or which can lead to his ruins,shame and distruction. This double-edged sword is the human mind. People talk about the mind because many fail to realize its potential to mould us into what we really want to be. Dust you think, dust you become..Sweet you think, sweet you become. So..how exactly do we control our mind??

Billie jean

The King of Pop passed away today.

you will be missed by people all over the world

R.I.P

Report card day

Well Well Well...report card day was on saturday. Disgusting is all i can say.

smile like me =D

Omg!!! School tomorrow!! Two weeks have just flown by... Gummy will be coming to school tomorrow to practice phantom with us.. I hate school!!Everything is so tiring in schoo... rush here rush there..

Neways, The show was awesome yesterday!!! i'm so proud of megan and the girls!! No mistakes at all!! I'm glad i sang all right.. I found out how to sit cross-legged in a saree!! Such an acheivement. So proud of myself.



ps: To jerrelin, hun, seriously, stop trying ur shit with tania, and I. It really isn't working. We're aware of what you're trying to do. =D

marriage

Before marriage.
Darling here.. darling there...
After marriage.
Baling here... baling there..

Before marriage.
I die for you. . .
After marriage.
"You die, up to you. "
Lagi lama married.
You die I help you!


Before marriage.
You go anywhere. . I follow you.
After marriage. .
You go anywhere. . up to you .
Lagi lama married.
You go anywhere better get lost!


Before wedding
you are my heart, you are my love"
After wedding
"you get on my nerves. "

Before wedding "you are sweet and kind just like Cinderella" After wedding "you are worse than godzila" Before wedding Roses are red, violets are blue. Like it or not, I'm stuck with you After wedding Roses are dead, I am blue. You get on my head, I will sue you Before wedding Every makan he brings you to Shangri-La After wedding You want to go, he says you wait-la Before wedding She looks like Anita Sarawak After wedding Don't know whether katak or biawak Send instant messages to your online friends who need a good laugh...................... esp if they are married......... !!!

Time is a walking shadow

I just realized that it's june....as in JUNE..as in...the 6th month in a year.. next year is SPM..I can't believe it...We just got over with PMR...now ANOTHER exam....jesus christ la.

I'm growing old. I can't believe it. Seems like it was just yesterday that I was 13...or even 11. It's almost like time has not affected us in any way..well, okay, maybe we are more dirty-minded,spastic and annoying but the thought of actually becoming older is quite....shocking.. Time passes by even faster when we're ignorant. 25% of my life is almost complete....What comes after that??college...medical school...studies.. work..marriage*not sure*...kids + work work work...grow old....have aches and pains.....coffin.... AAAAAAAAAAAA!!! soo old!!

live your life...

If I could have just one wish,
I would wish to wake up everyday
to the sound of your breath on my neck,
the warmth of your lips on my cheek,
the touch of your fingers on my skin,
and the feel of your heart beating with mine...
Knowing that I could never find that feeling
with anyone other than you.




so cute.. <3

jackass..I'm still waiting for you to change your number.. =)

Golden bells

The dance was AWESOME -PAWESOME!! I think the music really gave a good impact on people. haha. thank goodness. =D Yes there were 'P's and hoochamamas there, but shangkra was with us throughout so it wasn't too bad. I met Richard!! and Taysher!! Such adorable people. Richard is so tall..shorter than minh yao..but really tall...then again..I'm short so technically everyone else is tall to me..

Went for bhajans after..Came home and slept. Woke up this morning at 9.30 i think......Mom said that she is going to megamall. She told me to get up and yda yda. It's 10.52 now..and we still haven't left.. Should have slept longer.. gahh

Hide and seek

Tanu and I will be dancing at Sri Permata on saturday.

Em-barra-sssssssing!!!!.

so malu. Nic will be following I think. =)

Don't you attack me, I've guns waiting to fire at you.

Today was a fairly good day. Exams are over..thank goodness. I'm back to blogging again. Papers were moderate. It wasn't so bad so i'm not all that upset. I scored 86 for BM...and it bothers me because teacher told me that I was supposed to do the whole novel part and I only answered one question. I was annoyed at myself because it means I could have scored better...grrrr.

Anyways....exams are over..which means CONCERT IS NEXT!!! I've to get back to memorizing lines and singing in tune. Haha. Yeah. Looking forward to it. Even more looking forward to the holidays!!!! Holidays rawk my world.

There was an annoying incident which happened today. Conflicts between me and somebody. Want to know more.. talk to me. :P

I found out more GOSSIP!!!!!

=DDD

=)

Exams are almost over!!! Wheeeeeee!! will blog then. Loads of things to tell you.

Sayang sayang aduhai sayang

''Cos you bring out the best in me, like no-one else can do
That's why I'm by your side, and that's why I love you''

Ooh another love has come and gone, Ooh and the years keep rushing on

I'm so pissed at him. What the hell was he thinking? You stupid boy I swear when I see you I'm going to punch you in the face la! ****er How could you do such a thing?! I'm so disgusted.

You are so bloody selfish. You can say that you were confused and all, but that's bullshit cover-up. All you do is think of yourself. Settle after your course it seems. RUBBISH! Look at what it gave you! Two broken hearts ****er!! I might not know the other heart, but I definitely know the one who's close to me. ChiBai! I can't get over it! HOW COULD YOU BE SO STUPID??!!!! And bastard..she had to find out about this from your ''ex's'' friend...who retard..is MY FRIEND. You need time kononnya. You had since before Christmas ****tard! And you chose to play. Now...You want more time??? ooh..I swear sweetheart, when I see you, you are really really really going to be in trouble. I'm so ****ing pissed of at you it's unbelievable. You're so stupid. What she said about you ''using'' girls was true after all I guess.


Ps: I hope you go through hell after this, like break your hand or meet with an accident or something ''devastating'' oh I know! Lose your voice, then you won't be able to sing, and if you lose both your voice and the hand which means most to you, even better. Then you won't be able to sing and play your stupid guitar.Although when I hear about this. I will be celebrating like nobody's business. Seriously, I will be praying hard for this.

As the palaces burn

I am so B-O-R-E-D.

I have homework but I simply refuse to do it. Chee Hoe is bugging me with add maths now. pfft. haih. So then...saturday is over...waiting for sunday...then........monday...gahhh...the whole week starts AGAIN!!!

Friday!!!

Well Well Well...it's a holiday today!!!! guess what i did =D no.....not study..

I went shopping!!!!
and and and it was awesome pawsome!

I was supposed to go to Nic's place to teach her chapter two of add maths and the bit of chem which she missed..but we ended up going to bangsar with her mom. Ate at La Bodegas. Food there was really really good. Her mom ordered this drink for us..errm..apples in wine i think.....omg!! so addictive...but unfortunately, after my 2nd glass.......my head sorta...ahem felt heavy.so I had to ''stop''. After that..we went to blook. Aunty wanted to get a blouse or so. Walking there with nicole was just....gahh...embarrassing.

edits

ok where was i? oh yes..blook. Nic said go look around and try things..hahaha that registered,but walking around was hard. i was concentrating more on my head and hoping i wouldn't fall more than paying attention to the dresses and tops. =P Aunty finally picked a few dresses and told me to try. So I tried them on....one by one..... Trying on dresses is soooo annoying. Taking clothes off..then putting em on again..then trying another dress..bleh

Anyways, I ended up getting a gold dress which I am in love with right now btw. Aunty paid for it..I feel so bad... THANK YOU a gazillion ans one times!!!!! Then we went to look for shoes. We walked.....and walked.............and walked...under the scortching sun. I think I lost weight today with the amount of walking up and down staircases. Horrible. Nicole bought her shoes. I couldn't find nice gold heels. Well,I did...at guess...and it was RM230. Nearly cried. WEnt back to her place, reached around 7. Called mom,came home.....what a tiring day.

Sha-la-la-la-la

Hellow daahlings!!! I know I've been ignoring my blog and yadda yadda but you cannot blame me okayyyy. Loads of things have been happening and still are!!

wait for it wait for it.. *trumpet hoots & drum roll*

UPDATES!!!!!!!!!



***Concert is In May/June/July for 4 days and we're doing POTO!! I was hoping to get La Carlotta because you know..she gets to ruin a song, and and and I like ruining songs as like it's my career..I think..haha BULLSHITTING. I auditioned...but didn't get the part that I wanted. I was given the role Christine Daae. Yea yea, she's the main character and all, but still....you guys have not seen her lines. THEY'RE BLOODY PARAGRAPHS!!! I was upset at first because I really don't like the idea of playing Christine, but I guess I'm OK with it now. What really freaks me out is that my oh-so-handsome-romantic-lovey-dovey partner, Raoul is being played by RYAN TAN TZE WEI!!!! OMG la.


***So, that's one of 'em and we had this whole debate thing at HELP college on Tuesday..OH!! yesterday.. hahaha WE were against pineapples. Don't really want to talk much about that because I made stupid mistakes and still am ashamed of myself for even doing such STUUUPPPIIDDDD mistakes.



***Props Props Props!! We're painting for MIKADO. Oh yea, let me just make this clear for you, we're having two concerts 1)Mikado and 2) Phantom Of The Opera. The form 5's, 3's and some form 2 and 1 students will be doing the Mikado, and the form 4's and some 2 and 1's will be doing POTO. I have skipped ALL my lessons so far as I've been involved in painting sessions EVERYDAY(excluding the debate thingy and all). I'm not complaining but what I really..really...REALLLLYYYYY HATE is starting a project in the morning and not being able to 1/4 of it by the end of the day. What absolute rubbish. I'm going to school tomorrow and get that piece which by-the-way was handeled by a few annoying people DONE.


***13th June, Megan's salangai pooja and and andddd I'M SINGING!! on stage......with...live musicians... I'm so bloody excited it's un-be-lie-va-ble !! I cannot wait.


***This sunday at 6.30 am-11.00am,the teen youth of the SS3 Sai centre are organizing an 'Omkar session' *invitations drafted by me-e-e!* =D


***Nicole can walk again...but still depending on crutches... XD


***Tania is being bossed around by the stupid odissi teacher.......AGAIN.... lol..told her to leave..but she's apparantly still thinking about it. Oh and guess what The Wicked Witch from The East will be going to the same college as her!!! hahahahaha!! Poor you tanu!


***Impromptu state levels on the 26th of April 2009!! omg!! not prepared!! gahh!

**Mid-terms next month*

Make-up kits??

Simple girls or begginers with make-up
-Mascara(black)
-eyeliner(black)
-lip gloss
-blush
-At least one colour palette

Girls who have base and exposure to make-up
-Mascara(colours are up to you)
-eyeliner(black and white)
-foundation
-lip gloss(colours up to you but include nude gloss)
-blush
-Proper make up palette/s

Advanced in make-up??
-Mascara(all colours)
-eyeliner(all colours)
-foundation/toner
-Lip gloss(colours suitable for you)
-blush
-120 colour palette which include matt, glitter and base colours.
-Assorted brushes of different sizes
**preference of brands are up to you but most popular would be : MAC and Bobbi Brown**



ps: all make-up fans!! Get the make-up book from Bobbi Brown..It costs RM120... EXCERLANTE!!!

shangkra...tsk tsk

OMG!!! for those of you who haven't read shangkra's personal message...it states..

''apples are sweet,oranges are sour..split your legs and i'll show you the power; leave you paralyzed for another hour''

:0

ALYSHE LEE!

As you can see the title of my post today is the name of one of my friends because the stragest incident happened just a few minutes ago.

Was heading back from tuition,and since i was tired i didn't really speak to mom.Halfway through the journey, for some unknown reason Alysha Lee popped up in my head..and of all incidents to remember her by..I remembered when she said ''HELLO CHI BAI'' during Mr.Chan's class when everybody was quiet. That thought literally cracked me up. I started laughing and I think my mom got freaked out because she was looking at me like'' omg..wth just happened'' hahaha! Came back and told Chloe because she was online. i thought of texting alysha but then.. *ahem012ahem*

oh well Here's to you alysha!!!!





ps: Mr.Radha just gave me 38 bloody fucking looong indices sums to do!! @$^^(&*!@#!@&^&(&*^*&^!!!!!!!!! GILA KA??!!!

Goodbye for now and always.

IN PAIN!!! *cries*

dentist tightened my wires..added two more wires..and and changes the rubbers to short chains..grrr!!! I actually took a painkiller for the first time in my life yesterday...sad rite..pfft..i know... and to top it off...the pain still has not disappeared. gahhhhh anyway..

guess where the idiot has gone off to..

INDIAAAAAAA!!! huaaahahahahahahahahaha which means peace for the week...oh and he bought that fool there a RM 1720 worth handphone!!!

Eff-you-see-kay-why-ohh-you-laa-bee-eye-tea-see-hetch!!! I swear I'll disown all of you..Just waiting for the right time to do it.

We Don't Say Goodbye.

R.I.P Uncle Harjit Singh Gill.
You are deeply and will always be missed by all your loved ones.

Deepest condolences to Aunty, Nicole and Maan.







ps:Nic..we're here for you..be strong..

Why do you have such big eyes grandma?

HOMEWORK!!!!!!!

oh really?!

Prefect Installation on Tuesday!

B'day!!!!!!

HAPPY B'DAY RAHUL MOHAN KUMAR!!!!

->who is in England
->and who did not reply my msg!! (pfffffft)

and and andddddd....


HAPPY BIRTHDAY PUAN AZILLA!!!!!!!!!

->who received 4 cakes today!
-> who also happens to be my art and moral teacher!!!

Simply Gorgeous in Aquamarine

RUDOLPH THE RED NOSE REINDEER!!!!!!

Excuse my retardedness for the day.

I'm hyper as you can tell by my whole caroling thingy. I have been singing,dancing, hopping and jiggling to all sorts of carols and christmas-y songs throughout the day.... oh yes and not forgetting my wonderful song ''sunshine!!'' Okay so as we all know today is a Friday. Today also happens to be Ms.Eveonne's and Ms.Malini's LAST DAY!!! =( I know it is officially too late to say ''Don't leave us'' but I guess if I say that, I would be considered as a selfish individual. We welcomed two NEW teachers to the family as well. Not exactly sure of their names but oh well, we'll be seeing our new chemistry teacher on MONDAAAAAAAY!!! XDD


I've been contemplating on whether I should grow my hair long again or leave it as it is. I am craving change for some odd reason even I cannot seem to explain.I think it is yet another phase I am going through as I have heard these ''phases'' are quite normal in an average teenager's life *ahempfftaveragemy***ahemahem*

So anyways...what else happened today...?? Oh yes! Chloe Choo Ying Ying *wootolahragawatiwoot* recieved a whole load of medals!!! and so did Daisy!!! GOOD JOB YOU TWO!!!! oh yes not forgetting the frog as well!! GO shaun chan!!!

yeah I guess that will be all for today. Will blog soon.

Tip for curly/wavy-haired girls..
If your hair is managable or might it even be unmanagable on a certain day, the trick to emphasize your curls or wavyness is by spraying salt water on your hair. By the way, not ordinary table salt, please use sea salt. Sea salt has a very good effect on hair. Just try it out! It worked for me.

Still

Sports was held at The main Bukit Jalil Stadium yesterday..Congratulations to Red house as they won first..and Green who came in second. Not going to talk much about sports because right now I want to complain.

so...here goes...

I thought we were finally getting to know each other.After awhile I thought yea why not give this thing a try.I kept a little trust in him..gradually the trust and our bond increased. He may be over protective but I've always said that It's for a good cause. Never complained much (of course I did..but I learned to live with it...) Today....after tuition,She said that he has actually been minting money and sending loads of cash to his stupid hometown without or knowledge. I also found out he has been taking money out of my account. So much for trust...His stupid sister keeps calling day-in and day-out nowadays to find out if he has sent money..


message to his sister from me: HELLO?!! are you stupid??!!! ask your bloody husband to work and earn money! why are you even in my house..!! you wait..when he writes and signs that form and the house is under my name..I will kick you and your stupid ****** up family out of there! Every problem report here..I know he's your brother but bitch..srsly..ask your husband to get a life..work..and get the **** out of my house!!!Take the old lady along with you. SAME STUPID MENTALITY!!


Seriously..all for the house. To top it all off..this stupid man over here still has not realized what those fools are up to.. I'm so pissed off. He doesn't save for her n I. Doesn't think about the future. I don't know what to do anymore...


******* siblings..

BVD

There he goes.

Oh...It's Bloody Valentine's Day! tomorrow..









''She better hold him tight, give him all her love, look in those beautiful eyes..and know she's lucky''

Angel

The snow fell, leaving a halo of white upon your head,
and that's when I said,
"Can I call you Angel?"

You looked at me with surprise,
but I could see it in your eyes,
and I knew.

As you sang silent night,
your beautiful voice put me at ease,
and I asked please,
"Can I call you Angel?"

A smile came to your face with serenity and grace,
but you said not a word.
In my darkest hours you held my hand,
never leaving my side, and I said, while I cried,
"Can I call you Angel? "

You then began to wipe the tears away
and erase all the gray in my life.
You led me down a path of gold,
telling me of the creator above,
and again I asked with a greater love,
"Can I call you Angel?"

You never answered my plea,
so I fell to my knee in prayer.
As I opened my eyes, I could see you before me;
Your wings spread and a golden halo upon your head
and one last time I said,
"Can I call you Angel?"

The kind of flawless I wish I could be

The current song I'm crazy about......


Drew looks at me
I fake a smile so he won't see
What I want and I need
And everything that we should be

I'll bet she's beautiful
That girl he talks about
And she's got everything
That I have to live without

Drew talks to me
I laugh 'cause it's just so funny
I can't even see
Anyone when he's with me

He says he's so in love
He's finally got it right
I wonder if he knows
He's all I think about at night

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing
Don't know why I do

Drew walks by me
Can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly
The kind of flawless I wish I could be

She better hold him tight
Give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes
And know she's lucky 'cause

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing
Don't know why I do

So I drive home alone
As I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down
And maybe get some sleep tonight

'Cuz he's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing
Don't know why I do

He's the time taken up but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into
Drew looks at me
I fake a smile so he won't see

Happy Birthday Daisy!!

Hey!! I went for tuition today..in the morning..then it was all HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZHEN YANG!!!

We played paintball today.It was my first time..and boy was I being a chicken. Some guy briefed us on safety regulations and the....he brought out the *marker..*GUN! I thought..''oh..just a gun..no big deal'' at first...then he demonstrated by pressing the trigger... I got a shock of my life OKAY!! IT was so bloody loud!!! Chloe and I exchanged very nervous glances. I was not sure if I wanted to play after hearing the marker..and before that shangkra,nicole and chloe said that it is a painful game. Nicole managed to persuade me to play. So fine..I played one round. We were handed Darth Vader-like masks and I swear I was about to pee in my pants when we went in. I was on zhen yang's team..*thank god..* for the first round..then I was shifted to lester's team..he heeee

1st and 2nd game was pretty good..then came the third round.. and and and ZHEN YANG SHOT ME!! ON THE HAND! I know I'm exaggerating and all..but yea he did and our genius chloe choo ying ying came well prepared for such incidences. She brought plasters,tape, a little towel,wet wipes and an extra shirt..she actually came prepared unlike the rest of us. THANK YOU CHLOE

After the paintball game, we headed to Amcorp(STAAAAAAAARBUCKS!!) bought drinks then walked to the LRT station again...took the train and then walked to Nic's house. Stayed there for awhile. I was given the opportunity to sit in her gold mercedes!! Which I am totally in loveeee with now by the way. We changed the tyre of her other car and adjurned to the Volvo. I felt so ''waaaaaaaaahhhhhh''.!!! haha yea...

and and anddd....Tomorrow..Nic is going to teach me how to drive!! XD

Oh My God!! No Way??!! She did whaaaat?!

Guess what.... Valentine's Day is coming up.......yet again...
The only reason I'm looking forward to it is because we'll be organizing some crazy things throughout that week. I'm still annoyed at the ''Vday should be an interact project'' thing...I mean..HELLOOOO!!! we did it last year?! So why not this year..Not like the money we get is going to Gaza anyway...

anyways...Back to school on Monday..Yippee-ka-yeh! =.= Big WHOOP there... I'm so not looking forward to school I HATE school. I HATE form 4
I MISS form 3!!!!

Bleh...off to drama practice... C'ya

HAPPY CNY!!!

OMG OMG OMG!!!!! no math homework!!!! :0D wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I love you

Baby I love you
You are my life
My happiest moments weren't complete
If you weren't by my side
You're my relation
In connection to the sun
With you next to me
There's no darkness I can't overcome
You are my raindrop
I am the sea
With you and God, who's my sunlight
I bloom and grow so beautifully
Baby, I'm so proud
So proud to be your girl
You make the confusion
Go all away
From this cold and messed up world

I am in love with you
You set me free
I can't do this thing
Called life without you here with me
Cause I'm Dangerously In Love with you
I'll never leave
Just keep lovin' me
The way I love you loving me

And I know you love me
Love me for who I am
Cause years before I became who I am
Baby you were my man
I know it ain't easy
Easy loving me
I appreciate the love and dedication
From you to me
Later on in my destiny
I see myself having your child
I see myself being your wife
And I see my whole future in your eyes
Thought of all my love for you
sometimes make me wanna cry
Realize all my blessings
I'm grateful
To have you by my side

Every time I see your face
My heart smiles
Every time it feels so good
It hurts sometimes
Created in this world
To love and to hold
To feel
To breathe
To love you

Dangerously in love
Can't do this thing
I love you , I love you, I love you
I'll never leave
Just keep on loving me
I'm in love with you
I can not do
I cannot do anything without you in my life
Holding me, kissing me, loving me
Dangerously
I love you
Dangerously in love

Horrible.

What a nightmare!!! Today was the most horrible day EVER!! So many things went wrong..So many decisions were made wrongly.

WAs on the way from Khairiah's place going for physics...CAr broke down at 7.25 under the flyover near Taman Bahagia. What an extremely horrible place to break down. White smoke with the vague smell of my classroom when the boys are playing with the ''you-know-what'' fogged the front screen. Everything happened in a blink of the eye. I was super-duper late for class. Nicole was already halfway through a lesson while I consoled mom and told her not to panic when I myself was trembling from head to toe. You may think that there are so many things that I could do at that point..but when you have a mom like mine..it's different. Thank god there was this guy who stopped and helped us. He managed to stop two other people to push the car to a corner.
Didn't know what to do so I called Jamal because he told me once that he can drive an owns a car. Mom usually drops Nicole back after class and with this situation going on I was so confused,tensed and stressed..knowing me. Jamal said if i really need him he would come and fetch me then Nicole..so I said ok... Then I realised I didn't ask him where he was...

He replied ''on the way from seremban..Coming already..Don't worry..just wait there''

I was like...WTF!! then my dad finally picked up his stupid phone and said ''yea yea I'm on the way..I'll pick yall up''

So I called Jamal and said ''I'm sorry hun..Dad is picking us up now coz he's closer''

I swear Jamal's reaction made me want to slit my throat.The worst part is I pulled him out from a birthday party..

So I dedicate this post to him..and to Jamal>> I owe you a maaaaaajor favour..

to Jamal's friend>> Happy Birthday!! I'm sooo bloody sorry about pulling Jamal away for no reason at all. I really really really really really really really really reallllllly am sorry.

I'm Sorry Jamal!

It's like catching lightning

hey yall..Sorry for not blogging and all..Just haven't had the time. I'm in 4 FAraday by the way..mmhmm Nicole Lim's class..hahaha Nicole Faraday. First and foremost..

Form 4 SUCKS ASS!!

There's no more spoon feeding. Reports have to be written from aim to conclusion. Diagrams have to be drawn. Loads and I do mean LOADS of work. When I meant I was ready for form 4..I seriously did not expect this. I know it is for a good reason that the teachers are dumping work on us but it really is stressful to be in our place, though..I am pretty darn sure they know that. Physics has been a total bore. The minute i stepped into tuition for physics I was lost. I hope it won't b that way for long.

I have classes EVERYDAY...yes sugar buns..INCLUDING SUNDAYS. I really do want to get into medicine. So whatever mom says at this point goes. Stressful or not..I have no plan B..The only plan that I've set for myself is Medicine. I really want to do it. It's been my passion since I was 7, and I've come this far so I'm not turning back now.

Many people think I'm taking this too seriously, but they do not understand that I don't have the memory power that they have, or that my family is not well off financially. You may bitch behind my back about me taking classes seriously n trying to ''show off'' but really..all I'm doing is trying to get closer to one of my dreams. I'm sorry if I annoy you by answering or asking too many questions but I just want to be somebody. I want a good testimonial from the school and teachers. I'm not as talented and smart as most of you are. So I am making an effort to do a few things right in my life. Let me be.

Anyways...since I've made myself clear, I just hope I'll be able to go out of school as a somebody and not a student who flunks everything that has been given to him/her.

Will blog most probably next Saturday..or Sunday when I'm free... Chemistry at 5...

later!

School tomorrow!!!!

VO-MAY-GODD!! *Indian accent*

School starts tomorrow biyatches!! Guess what I'm doing.Well I'll tell you anyway.....

I went for chemistry tuition with Mrs.Po (=P) today and she gave us all HOMEWORK. we are supposed to MEMORISE the Ion formulas,Ion charges, and the periodic table of elements all in one week..and she's giving us a test next sunday. I have a feeling you'll be reading a lot..sorry.. A LOT of complains from me...Add maths and Mmaths starts on tuesday Yippeee!! Looking through Chemistry makes me prefer addmaths. I need advice!! aaaaa!! btw...gossip mania.....

PS: The Dragon should be drowned in hydrochloric acid. If she had eyedrops, I would personally empty it out and fill it with sulphuric acid...

see how chemistry makes the world easier... =P

I hate her!!!!!

btw..I miss my classmates terribly but I must say though I am not looking forward to tomorrow. I don't even know how I'm going to manage transporting books from home to school..They better have our lockers ready...

Look it's superman!!

The New Year has begun. Let me enlighten you with a few things I did with lakshana, sangita, sailajha and saiiswari yesterday at bkt.kiara. The idea was to swim but we ended up dipping our legs in the water instead. Then we explored a little and went bowling. I must say laksh, you're really good. Sailajha and I were pretty good for suckers at this game.

Well we spent about two hours in the bowling alley and finally decided to head back. We sat in a cafe and ordered 4 banana splits *thanks to yours truly* and one apple pie with ice cream topping. Laksh confused the waiter and i had to explain the order to him slowly. It was funny. Then he came back and said '''If you're lucky you'll get chocolate''. The order took long enough and when it arrived, there was no cream on the dessert!! and no peanuts!! and and andddd the cherries were chopped in half! GRRR Oh and to top it off we were given soup spoons.

So we wrote a letter. A VERY VERY EXTREMELY polite letter to the chef stating that the flaws should be attended to A.S.A.P. Then we fled. Aren't we brats. =P

We saw some ''hoovables'' too according to sailajha. Gosh the horses are gorgeous!! Oh and Lakshana lives in a mansion!!!!!!!! It's like ginormous!

ps->laksh: Gimme ur hse!! XD

pps: Sch starts on the 5th...which is on MONDAY!!! *cries*

I love you